So much stuff has happened in the how ever long i was gone.
I moved, i love my job, i love my situation.
I'm loving life right now.
I love everything about it.
I love my house, my friends, my job, my city.
My life is amazing right now.
Although..
I know this person will never read this.
But one day they might stumble across this.
I'm listening to a song that was written for/about me.
By a person who i so took for granted, and now they are out of my life and it really upsets me.
Because this person was amazing.
I'm trying to get back in contact with this person, so hopefully!
I'm at a point in my life where I've realized all my faults and I'm trying to fix all the shit I've done, and patch things up.
I don't know why, i don't know if its for selfish reasons or not.
It just feels right.
I'm burning allot of bridges on the way, but it's a good thing.
I don't need negative people anymore.
No matter how much they need me.
I'm really glad that I've matured this way, so fast.
I'm starting to see everything for what it is, and i can deal with it.
Such as my love life.
Or lack there of.
I've gotten rid of the people who have been stringing me along.
Because I'm hanging on, I'm missing out on so many fantastic opportunities. Because i was ditching so many friends/new people to be with these assholes.
But I've found someone new.
He's not perfect.
But to me, he is everything.
I've never met anyone like him in my life.
We like all the same kind of things.
He's a little older than i am.
But its what i need, "Men" my age are just so immature.
He doesn't know this, but I'm crushing
Ha Ha.
Wow.
Feels so good to get that out.
It really does.
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